I guess when you loose a person,a part of you fades. It’s like they’ve slowly and painfully stolen it from you. On the other hand,another part stays. A part of them settled in you. That part makes you feel them when they’re not there,miss them, long for them,even yearn for them. 
Sometimes that last part fades,while other times it stays forever. And even though how much you want and need it to go away,it is buried so deep that there is no one who is capable to haul it out. It is just there. Living, breathing, killing, deciding, reminding. Everything at once. Sometimes you are so weak,even breathing hurts. Sometimes you get stronger,telling yourself that it’s pointless. Sometimes you let it abuse you,slay you. Proving frailty. Other times you kill it,try to destroy that memory. Displaying bravery and strenght. But it always gets to you in the end. Beats you, bruises you,scars you,deserts you into feeling like nothing. So there are you again. Too weak to battle. Vulnerable, frail and fragile. Carrying nothing but useless defense. Unable to walk. Unable to talk. Unable to run from it or fight back.

Anonymous asked:
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Will you kill me in my sleep if i don’t?

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